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May 16, 2008 · 1 Comment

yep i moved again…..

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It’s Been a Long and Winding Road

April 20, 2008 · 2 Comments

Unbelievable that it has been since February since I’ve posted.  I wish I could say that things have been going great.   All is not bad, but I found sugar and flour again about two weeks ago and let’s just say that the weight is starting to climb.

Why is it that I know how this story will end (me at 400 plus pounds) but I cannot seem to stop?   I am stuck in a quandary between what I know to be true and the power of addiction.  My brain is still full of the FA rhetoric.  I receive reports on how well the FA people are doing and get pictures sent to me of their smiling faces and my heart just sinks.  They’ve moved on and I’ve stayed stuck.  

I am hoping by tuning into my blog again it will help me reconnect with myself and my truth and piece of mind.  I know what I need to do.  I know what I need to eat.  I am so overwhelmed with the thought of what is to come.  

I pray to what may be more powerful than me to step in and direct my path.  

 

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February 17, 2008 · No Comments

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February 14, 2008 · No Comments


I almost think its cool and urban to be pessimistic about Valentine’s Day.  I’ve never been one of those girls that appear in movies where the florist comes in with bouquet after bouquet of beautiful flowers from my lover.   In fact, I don’t think I’ve received much in the way of Valentines.   However, when I married that dude for a short time he did go to Walgreens and bought me a clock radio.  Romance is not dead my friends…Walgreens can keep your love alive.

But, I regress.  I agreed to write a post today and I suppose I could take a positive spin and say loving yourself is all that matters.  Do something kind for yourself today.  And I do think those are important things and you should all go and do them right now.  
But, if you are sitting in your office or your home right now and you feel like the only person in the world who is alone — you are not alone.   If you feel like everyone has a Valentine but you — You are wrong!   If you feel like a big old heart shaped box of candy will soothe the ache - I won’t lie to you - it probably will….for about 10 minutes until the remorse sets in and you feel horrible again.   
So, what do we do?  Some of us are single and alone and some of us are married and alone.   Which is worse?   The fact remains that its just one darn day with many others to follow.   We don’t have to justify drowning in a box of chocolately goo to get through this day.   We probably do need to do something that makes us feel good but won’t hurt us at the same time.

As you all know from my previous post, I was definitely going through a loop dee loop with the food and it seems to have lifted.   I am so glad for this lifting.   In the past 3 weeks, I went and purchased so many “diet” tricks and now am humbly going back to all the places I bought them and returning them.  I tried reading diet books — gosh, how confusing are those?   
I’m a simple gal when it comes to food and it needs to be simple for me to follow.  I can’t figure out this and that — just give it to me straight.  And I am blessed today to be abstinent from compulsive overeating.  I don’t need a heartless Valentines Day to give me an excuse to drown myself in chocolate goo — I could do that on any day.  So, the fact that it has been lifted - the compulsion lifted — is quite good.  It’s a present for me on Valentine’s Day….Thanks Universe!
By the way, side note for any astrology people out there….is this mercury in retrograde thing gonna end  soon….all of my electronic stuff has gone nutto.
 
 
Here’s my valentine to all of you! I CHOO CHOO CHOOSE YOU TO BEE MY VALENTINE!
 
 

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Yes We Can

February 6, 2008 · No Comments

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Unbelievable - Mississippi…

February 5, 2008 · No Comments

Miss. law would ban serving obese diners

By EMILY WAGSTER PETTUS, Associated Press Writer Mon Feb 4, 10:00 PM ET

JACKSON, Miss. - A state lawmaker wants to ban restaurants from serving food to obese customers — but please, don’t be offended. He says he never even expected his plan to become law.

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“I was trying to shed a little light on the number one problem in Mississippi,” said Republican Rep. John Read of Gautier, who acknowledges that at 5-foot-11 and 230 pounds, he’d probably have a tough time under his own bill.

More than 30 percent of adults in Mississippi are considered it obese, according to a 2007 study by the Trust for America’s Health, a research group that focuses on disease prevention.

The state House Public Health Committee chairman, Democrat Steve Holland of Plantersville, said he is going to “shred” the bill.

“It is too oppressive for government to require a restaurant owner to police another human being from their own indiscretions,” Holland said Monday.

The bill had no specifics about how obesity would be defined, or how restaurants were supposed to determine if a customer was obese.

Al Stamps, who owns a restaurant in Jackson, said it is “absurd” for the state to consider telling him which customers he can’t serve. He and his wife, Kim, do a bustling lunch business at Cool Al’s, which serves big burgers — beef or veggie — and specialty foods like “Sassy Momma Sweet Potato Fries.”

“There is a better way to deal with health issues than to impose those kind of regulations,” Al Stamps said. “I’m sorry — you can’t do it by treating adults like children and telling them what they can and cannot eat.”


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Lori Gets the Credit for this Gem-Priceless

February 4, 2008 · No Comments

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Cuties

February 2, 2008 · 2 Comments

OMG, If I ever doubted I was strictly a straight white female, I have confirmed it after visiting the Mac store.  My little Mac is in the hospital and I miss him already but it was worth every darn minute to spend with the hottie “genius” at the Mac store.

My mouth is salivating just thinking about him.  He’s totally my type of guy…these are definitely the times when I wish I wasn’t fat.

He’s a cross between Johnny Depp and a hot indie band guy…oh he was hot!

Sweet Dreams for me.


Does NOT LOOK LIKE THIS

Looks like this but with dark hair:

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Too Funny

January 31, 2008 · No Comments

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Courting the Fat Vote

January 28, 2008 · No Comments

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